Me, myself and Mike [(43), (44) and (45)]

(43)

Mike is back
In my
  Night
Frightful story of
  I-hate-your-blue-smell
And   city knowledge
Dancing icecubes and
  plastic glasses
Severing ties
Hate
hate
hate
Hateful diagnosis of
  my child's syndrome
When judgement poisons the mind
You're still my favorite...

(44)
Child like whisper
through the life
  Mike
At the back
Staring blankly
Black smile or twisting mind
What I hate
What I love
I don't give a
  Damn

(45)
I don't need your hate to         live on
I'd rather leave
Behind
  My scheduled time
Behind
  Your corridor
  Of a mind
  Narrow
  Blanket
   Cold night

   of

  Your arms
Tasting your sweet hatred
Better than
Fine
Nevermind
Never mine.