Me, myself and Mike [(46), (47), (48) and (49)]

(46)

He’s like a languid cat

Falling asleep

Staring at you

While you go on

Does he even care about you?

Falling asleep a

Sleeping cat

Sleepwalking

Through your night.

(47)

I see you wander in that garden alone everyday comes and goes and I linger at the window thinking what makes you walk back to that place again and again winter has killed all flowers and your soft eyes gaze away where are you going when you leave almost shy inside my window I feel small and cold not enough enough to go mad though happy life do you exist? 

(48)

Autumn Hatred

            When

            Windy thoughts linger

            Skinned down

Embracing

Red light

            Over your head

            and mine

            Soft and brown

Agitated

            howling

                        yet

                                   woods engulfing laughter

Pressure

On your heart

and mine

and Mike

Slow

Down

Off

Glowing eyes

            Wind grows On

Mike

            Bushes full of tired roses

Me

            Through the glass I swear

The cold crawls on the black

Lake

            Lacy turn of the mind

            Throughout the whirlwind

            Off

Dissuasion, distaste or dissatisfaction

I lie

            Lie behind the schedule

            Off

Your time

            Throughout the good time

            Offbeat

            Remember, you remind

            Me

            Off

Autumn.

(49)

Those strange faces are looking at me through distorting

Mirrors                                                                                                          Mirrors

            They smell of blue ice            and                  cold matter

I have been longing longing longing

for some conversation

While I sleep

Slips my cool body

On their smooth floor

Conversation is eluding

                        I wonder where they've been

Before

What was it you dreaded?

Perspiration of the mind

Passenger

Longing

Dry-throat

I've been walking through this place

There

Once and

                                                                                   Again

Dare

You differ

Tepid

Hijacked

If you should care

Harvesting child of mine

Trigger                                               I don’t want to talk to you

A single word

I thought before breathing

In

And now?

I still love your lashes.